I remember it as though it was yesterday when God called me to individual purpose, I truly thought God had mistaken me for someone else but that quick I corrected my jejune mind, for God is not a God of desultory... I was scared straight to pursue the task God gave me and I think my main fear being; "how are people going to react toward my calling?" (In which I know now, it is not about people’s reaction but God’s action) till God eased that thought then the next set-back thought was; "will I be any good?" Then God proved that point by allowing a recognition-award here-and-there, finally I was convinced that this is where He wanted me, I took heed and challenged myself to explore my calling so that I could surpass areas of comfort-and because of that I challenged myself to face the areas of dis-comfort and it was in the areas of dis-comfort where I found favor and promotion, "how could-this be?" Only God! Knew... today I believe God for yet another breakthrough in this next level of individual purpose promotion that He has brought me to! This task is mightily heavy, as crazy as this sounds I am actually anticipating God's greatest miracle in my life for this project, I can truly say the human-man in me cannot fulfill nor see it coming to fulfillment but! The spirit-man in which I am led by knows that God will see me through and I can endure this challenging process only because God has taught me to face my own self-doubt, insecurities and fear of my calling, I never thought in my whole entire life I would ever go through such incongruous events but God keeps reminding me that I have to go through the valley to get to the mountain top! God has never failed me and he won’t fail me now, His plan for my life will not founder-for I serve a living God! #2013-project. Posted by Memory Bengesa at 7:42 PM 2012
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